今天(6/30/10)從起床後心情就不是太美麗,悶到現在!
整天什麼也不想想,不想做, 更不想理少爺,本來說今天要上去找他的...但就是不想!
小良說我是有婚前恐懼症...或許吧!
回到家看看連續劇,發發呆,也慢慢的裡出了原因!
應該是在悶昨天送走的東西...還有只剩兩個月,要搬家,要清掉所有的東西...
嗚~~~我不想......
昨天那些衣物及所有一針一線打出來的圍巾,至少是送給那些有需要的孤兒,還可以幫助他們! 雖然捨不得,但這對我,對他們都有好處的!
所以也就算了,但是整晚窩在自己的房間中,看著所有的東西...那這些東西怎麼辦...
然後想想,這一切都是少爺的錯,是他害我要送走這些東西,要丟掉這些東西...
好希望時間就這樣停止,或者直接跳到9/10吧!
總之就是要牽拖給少爺就對了,都是他啦...
然後他還繼續快樂的打小白球和辦之到好幾的bachelor party...嗚~~~~ :'(
for me, before having to move to the new house, I tossed quite some stuff, and for the stuff I didn't throw away, I haven't been touching/using many of them. So I guess it is good to get rid of some old stuff, and I also realize I don't really need that much stuff I thought I need. I've been wanting to clean up and throw away more stuff but just didn't have the energy and time yet. I hope to do this before little mi comes out! ^_^
回覆刪除Mutti,
回覆刪除我知道,我那天清給他們的衣物都是已經放在箱子中好久沒用過的,圍巾也是打了好多年就一直堆在那的,我知道我用不到也帶不走,所以想著這些可以幫助其他的人就送他們走,但是心情上就很悶,因為都有感情的東西,我都可以想的出來每樣東西是什麼時後被我擁有用了多久...唉~~~ 會過的! 只是少爺可能就會一直被我牽拖,在我完全放下之前!:P